Wednesday, August 9

Kiss me, I am contagious.

The thing is: you don't know everything.

I haven't told you so, so you can't. You may do anyway, but it's unlikely that you understand. It's even less likely that you care.

How many times have you tried to talk to someone that matters to you so much, tried to get them to see it the way you do?

And how many of those times have you ended feeling bitter, resenting them for making you feel like your matter doesn't have any substance at all?

Like when you've split up with someone, and you try to communicate the way you feel because you need to way the words and you just can't let it stay inside you anymore, because you need to to feel that somebody understends how frightened... how lonely you feel.

The problem is, they never do.

- "Lots of fish in the sea."
- "You are better off without her."

They never really understand because they haven't been there.

Every day...
every hour...
every lifetime.

They don't know the way things have been...
the way it has made you...
the way it has changed your world.

They will never realize that someone who makes you feel bad may be the person you need most in the world. They don't understand the history, the background, don't know the pillars of memory that hold you up.

Ultimately, they don't know you well enough, and they never can.

Everyone is alone in their world because everybody's life is different. You can send people letters, tell them about stuff or show them photos, but they can never visit you where you live...
inside you...
inside your dreams.

Unless you love them.

And that's where they can fuck everything up.

5 comments:

RayMtzE said...

jajaja que onda perrillo pues profundo y algunas frases del post se me kedaron que son totalemte ciertas aunke no todas.. algo del final noe stuve de acuerdo.. pero naaa no keiro causar discusion jajaja pero buen psot l avdd :S.. no se si es uan cancion o algo epro esta chisko ;)...

ya ace rato ek no subias algo. y me meti namas de curiosidad y pue svi esto nuevo y lo lei :D jajajaja.. pero bueno..

se cuida hermana aver si se hace algo este fin ;) cuidese.. y aver ke pasa...

chao..

Anonymous said...

pinche ray no le culeees a la diskusion

Anonymous said...

ke pedo we
te acuerdas ke dije ke te visitaria
pues la escuela te consume
te exprime y te deja sin ganas
pero intentare visitarte antes d eke se akabe etsa sema...
genaro va a cumplir aƱos y kreo ke se ara algo...espero ke asistaas
tosdos se emborracharan asta vomitar.

bye

joseph+10)

Chemendoza said...

ia tengo bloggyng molly...

:S

Chemendoza said...

el trabajo te absorbe y no te ase postear!